<> Monthly Numerology Five, this month you will need to face up to some long-standing responsibilities and get serious. It might be a drag at first, but after you get to work and shape up, it will feel very rewarding. Most of the time you are very scattered, and find it hard to concentrate on details. However, there are many aspects of your life that have been neglected. Be practical and look closely at those things that need work. It may involve toning and reshaping your body, or going on a diet, making repairs on your home, or making sure a relationship has a good foundation. <> <!--4:02:00 PM-->
<> ~Furious, pissed, and frustrated~ Today @ the car show I ran into pretty much everyone I knew. The car was going quite fine until I ran into Gab and his GF. Gab: "Hey, Lid!!!!" Gab: "Hey, man, I'm really sorry about you and Ron!" Me: "What do you mean?" Gab: "Heard you guys divorced" Lid: "What the fuck? who said this?" Gab: "That's what Chris told me. I just asked how you and Ron were doing, and he just came out and said that you guys got a divorce" I was pretty cool after that, than it dawned on me....and I asked myself....what the fuck? why would Chris be telling people that we got a divorce? What has it got to do with him anyway? Fuck Chris should leave his nose and his 2 cents out of other people's personal problems. Talk about such immaturity and cynisizm. Came home and then confronted Ron about it, and of course, as immature as Ron is, he "claims" that this is not "his" problem and that "I" just talk to much. Ron's really ruined his chance because to be honest with you? I no longer want to be in a relationship with someone who is in his 30's, who doesn't want no pure definition for "commitment" or "marriage", chooses sides with his friends than family, etc. And not wanting to be with him, I truly mean that. Ron has become such a turn off. 2nd chances, which I really thought there was still hope for, but Ron hasn't in any way, made any effort to get to know me or even be my friend. All his "buddies" are of importance to him, always. He will never change. Ron always says that I should "grow-up". Looks who's talking....who's the one hanging around people 2 generations younger? who's the one who's selfish in love, money, and belongings? Who's the one going around telling people the incorrect facts? If you're going to tell something to someone, a) make sure you have your facts straight and b) make sure its true because later on when it gets around to that particular person, now, who looks like the fool? Damn fools. Just pure bullshit. <> <!--2:17:00 AM-->
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