<> I am mad crazy in-love with my husband, Ron Navasca!!!! <> <!--2:34:00 PM-->
<> Today started off on a good note. Woke up when Ron had waken Jennifer up to say his goodbyes, couldn't go to sleep after that so I decided to finish my laundry and get some ironing done. While waiting for my laundry to get finished I was in the computer room completing my resume for the Folk Arts Council that I must submit before the end of this week. What else did I do? I then made lunch for me and Jen; watched my soap operas; surprisingly Jen knows about the story line and everything that's going on in both "Days of our Lives" and "Passions", more then I'll ever ever get familiar with; the girl even watches "Young and the Restless". I'm telling you, now, that's just too cute. Very bright and intelligent young girl, just like her father! After that I assisted her in packing her things b/c she will be spending the rest of the week at her aunt's house. Went to ma's house to visit Gerry; he just came back at about six dismorning. Then headed to Ronnie's house where me and Jennifer later, well I went rollerblading, while Jennifer had her skooter to keep her company. After that we came home just in time to cook supper. I managed to whip up some spicy wings, bavarian sauages and salad, it was very delicious, actually. The two enjoyed it very much. I then rushed back to ma's house because Gerry needed some company delivering some items to his girlfriends' lola's house. After doing that, I rushed back home so we could drop Jen off at her aunt's house, we didn't leave till about 9:30pm; arrived back home at about 10:30pm. Now, I'm just on the computer blogging. Well, gonna go to bed now....nitey nite!!!! <> <!--10:50:00 PM-->
<> ~Hello~ Here are our horoscopes for today: *Horoscope for Libra: Tie up loose ends today. Don't let those you live with interfere with your plans. You may be emotional, but once you rectify the problems, you will feel better. 3 stars *Horoscope for Aries: Be careful what you say to loved ones. Romantic encounters will be stressful. Socializing will be entertaining, but could lead to some problems. Be attentive toward your partner. 2 stars <> <!--6:51:00 PM-->
<> Yet another night. God why did you plan my life out to be like this? Is this my punishment? Because if it is, it hurts, and it hurts extremely bad. Or am I really just being "disallutional"? As Ron makes me out to be? Ron says that when he said "I love you", it only meant, I love you on just a friendly note? I don't believe anyone else going around saying "I love you" to their guy or girl friends. Why would Ron call me at work and tell me that he doesn't want me to let go, and to hang on, that this is just a phase and in time we'll soon get over it. Last night he told me to find someone else like what he has been telling me to do for the last couple of months? Excuse me? That day he called me at work to tell me all of that over the phone, about how he really, really, really loved me, then now this? This is pure bullshit. That is something you never do, is to play around with someone's emotion's because you can mess that person up pretty bad. And, I don't think Ron can see that. I'm living proof of an individual he has completely messed . Me being stupid about it? Walked myself back into his silly little trap of his. It honestly pisses me off <> <!--9:31:00 AM-->